Jumat, 17 Februari 2017

self-reflection: valued or to be valued

Hello from the other sidee~~
its so typical when i said that hello, long time i've not been here to leave something trashy here.

today i just want to tell about the reflection of being 3-year employee of state-own company. for now, i'm writing with doing some waiting activities for obtaining something that favorable for my company.
For me, being an employee is a 'perfect comfort zone', because here there's not many rules that make you scared, the one and only that will make you scared is just your boss. because they can screaming in front of you and in front of many peeps.
But the consequence of that condition is by being employee we're not a valuable thing for them, trained? no! reward? no!

and how to be valued by them? for almost 4 years here, in my eyes, employee who want to be valued by their company should not doing the best or give best advise to their boss, you just have a big mouth-talk to them- gain some mass- and voila people looking at you as a great employeee!

 oh okay i must say, watch your mouth nind!
but here they are,  the blog's function where the trashy mind collected.


ninda







Jumat, 30 Desember 2016

At the end of 2016

hello dear my dusty bloggie.

it's really been a long time since i left the trashy words here. 
if you see the calendar, today is 30th December 2016. so it's means that today is the two days before the 2016 year end.


And now im in the coffee shop, while my ears are hearing conference call zzzzz...
wherever and whenever work is stuck inside my head :p

 back to the topic,
 For me 2016 is the marvelous year, since this year i got some achievement and some of my dreams came true:

1. Finally i married with the 6-years love crossing man
    Yes, it was the best moment in life! now my life has changed into a work-wife-soon to  
    be mom life hehehe 
2. I'm pregnant.
    When people always said that you will feeling fall in love with something that you  
    haven't met it yet, yes i feel it.  i almost crying in every monthly check, seeing your  
    baby kicking out inside my belly, even he/she can jump. i do love him/her and hope  
    everything will be fine until the delivery day.
3. Having my birthday overseas.
    It was april 2016, my 2 dreams came true. First, going overseas and second going to  
    china. Well, though it was Hongkong, but im happy because going to China! my 
    birthday was celebrated by watching the closing parade and fireworks in Disneyland 
    Hongkong. When i saw that, you know that i'm crying! hihi. and it was, im crying like 
    'hello you can be happy by only watch this fireworks, you don't need money or status  
    or anything, you can feel that happiness is simple"
4. Going Abroad again!
    My dream is always going abroad, and this year i got 2 chance by went to Hamburg, 
   Jermany and Kunming, China.

I think that is the TOP-4 of my year achievement, this year also so many fall event happened, and all happened in my carrier area. i'm working in a aviation industry, which turbulence happen almost every day! but the problems already taught me how to be brave, how to handle this kind of trouble.  i might be cry in every problem, but once the problem is resolved, i got a lesson its about how to handle something.

 2017, what will we be? it's a mystery!
Welcome to roaster year!
 

Kamis, 19 Mei 2016

the meaning of life

Hi Bloggie!
 

This morning i went to the office with my friend, she is a pregnant woman, but she drive the car by herself (kind of awesomeness in life :p).
 

We have chit and chat about a thing, until she asked me whether in my office have any available position for her husband. i said, 'Yes, there is. but, i didn't recommend  you to work on my office'. then she argued me, she said that yeaa this is about the happiness of the marriage life, she told that she lived far from her family and her husband, she understood that her husband already have the best position in office, but if you can have a good job, nice salary, but you're living far from your wife and child, what we could good or nice, will be broken. She knew that working my office will do not have a good thing as her husband could get from recent job. 

Suddenly, i closed my mouth and i think that i just make a mistake, i feel that yaa 'who are you Nin?' you just can't do something for other happiness. then i agree with her thought, for any happiness you should sacrifice something.
 

Lesson learned for me, the meaning of life each people is different.
maybe i still a single lady, that think a nice place with a nice salary would be good enough for me. but for my friend, who already have family, proximity between family member is the best one, though you don't have a good salary or nice working environment.

So guys try to value others thought, our mind not always be same with others mind.

xoxo,


Ninin

Minggu, 08 Mei 2016

Latepost : Vancouver 2015

Hi blog-pals!

Soo, here they are im gonna post things that might be already forgotten by some peeps.
On june 2015, i had a chance again *alhamdulillah* to visit other country for duty trip and this was Vancouver, Canada, BC.

Never imagine that i will go to this country, because my dream as far as europe :P (well, lot of stories why i only made my dream far as europe) and this was God's plan and now i try to believe anything happened under His Hands.
 
Back to the story ..
Hmm i stayed on Vancouver for almost a week ( 5 days i think), well jet-lag is a must hehehe (when i came back to indonesia, i feel sleepy everyday :P) .  i went to Vancouver with Pak Rudi, Pak Widi, and Ibu Erna, they are my senior in my workplace.
if you stay in Indonesia at 6pm you will see the dark, but here in Vancouver you still see a sunny day, i was feeling weird in that way, because yaa its still a light day, but some stores prepared to close.

How about the people ?
People in Vancouver is really nice, they greet us wherever and whenever, though i'm a mosleem and wearing hijab, they treat us as other people (i mean who didn't use the hijab).  Everytime i go to some place, store, even a station they greet me like 'hey, how was your day?' 'where are you going?' and etc.

The food?
For a mosleem like me, maybe it s quite difficult to find a halal food there. but i have no worries, because there's a kebab restaurant, that i pretty sure believe the food is halal.
also, if you like sushi or any kind of japannese food, you can buy some ready-to-go sushi. again, no worries about food :)

fun places?
Though Vancouver is determined as a metropolis city, but still they has a lot of fun places, you can see whales if you want! *excited*
Vancouver is surrounded by sea and also hills, if you have enough money, you can take a look using amphibi plane, it goes by sea and hills. One of my favourit place was a beach, i forgot what is the name of that beach, but there's a lot of people enjoy their activities (sunbathing, playing arround, reading a book, etc) without any obstacles. i only sat down in the side of the sea, and yeaaa feel so comfy theree.
Oh ya, people there always reccomend stanley park as place to visit, well i also reccomend that too, if you want to have more enjoyable travel, dont forget to rent a bicycle, and you can cycling arround stanley park also don't forget to bring your dog or cat :D

How To Get There?
From Jakarta i took GA874 to Tokyo Haneda and after that i used NH (All Nippon Airways) to Canada.
That's all the stories, more info you can contact me!

Here they are, the picture from Vancouver and Haneda.


xoxo,
ninin


eat some seafood near Vancouver Convention Centre


We are heading to Vancouver Int'l Jazz Fest


This is the beach i already mentioned above

its 8pm, but it feels like 2 p.m

Best Gellato in Vancouver, Bella Gelateria



Amphibi plane... Amphibi Plane!

Our Shoot in the middle of Vancouver, it was 9 p.m


Our last photo in Canada, it was in Duty Free

Yeaay! Thank you Vancouver for all the goodness


tag: pergi ke vancouver, jalan-jalan ke vancouver, jalan-jalan ke kanada, hidup di kanada, jalan-jalan ke canada, backpacker to canada,

Sabtu, 07 Mei 2016

preface and will always be

hai blog-pals!

how many time i've said i've been living this blog for a loooong time, promise me its not about i didn't have time to write down all of the feelings, but the problem was the consistency.
if i count all my time, in a day maybe i'll have a lot of spare time for my self. but yea, if you know the devil still won my heart *evilsmirk.

so many things happened to me, and it always end up with a question for my self, is it good or bad to be like that.
some of questions are:

1. is we really already grown up?
2. what if i quit from my job now?
3. what kind of work is suitable for me?
4. can i just judge people good only if they gave me a good favor?

5. can i just being myself, doing all the things that i like?

its kinda of retorika question, until now i didn't find good answer.

Well, i'll try to post picture by now, feel some relax after drawing and coloring.
oh ya, and also dear bloggie i've been visiting some countries nowadays, so i'm gonna speed up my writing skill to tell you those adventure!!

smell you back!
wohooooo


ninin


Minggu, 28 Februari 2016

burnout.

hi there again!


today im gonna write about my worklife.

nowadays, i feel like i'm in a burnout condition (burnout in psychology is kind of psychological stress due to working activities), everyone in here pointing their finger at other nose *i mean blame each other for some mistake, this was like a tragedy for me, where i can't find a nice place to grow, to make some self-value, and comfortable.
i still want to learn lot if things here, it's challenging for me, but the environment is a lil suck, can i work as a team? nope.

when i come to this stage, i look back to my self and asking "is it what you looking for?"
you know, i'm ruined.



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